Hey you... I hope your good. I've been meaning to tell you, mum was diagnosed with cancer last year, but I know you know as your little signs. I found it really hard to cope and just needed my big brother to guide me through, you always cheered me up and reminded me how strong I am. Well just wanted to say thanks! Mum has got the all clear and shes staying with me. I know you helped that happen. Even though you aren't here everyday I think of you and everyday you give me strength. I wish you was here to see how we are all growing up and how incredible your family are doing. I miss you everyday and my love for you remains. Sorry not been in touch much. Just found it hard. I love you loads xxxxx Jess xxxxxxx